I hope

I hope you don't mind all my crazy thoughts,my insane talks,or all my suicidal love poetry,all my scars,there just little memories,or all my tears,they'll always be her,my little crazy moments,all my break downs,all confusing words,but i do hope you understand when i say dieing doesn't sound so bad to me,and suicide is just a faster way,yea it sounds gay,but please hear me,i maybe a little crazy but I'm just me.so enjoy all my crazy thoughts,insane talks,or all my scars,ill share the memories.read all my suicidal love poetry,hold me when my tears come down on my face,laugh with me when i have my crazy moments,comfort me when i have a break down,listen to every confusing word i say,keep me wanting to stay alive when i say dieing doesn't sound so bad and suicide is a faster way;then i know Ive found the right guy.