I meet the wrong guy.

When i first meet you
it seemed as if you
use to be a gentle man.

then you became more
and more angry over time.
each night i would wonder
what made you this way...?
was it cause i came home
late?

then one day things went bad
you lashed out on me,
leaving me bruised badly
and bleeding all over the
place.

i thought nothing of it, so
i just put it all aside.
then another day came and
valentines, but you
showed me no love.

i started thinking to myself,
you really weren't the man i knew
then, so please if i had one wish,
I'd wish we could be happy once again.

you never gave me the
chance to tell you i want a family.

i remember Halloween day
you took it too far, you told me
" lets make love " i said to myself
after five years together and no
of kind of attention was
giving to me, and now
you want to play in the sheets.

i said NO loud and clear,
but he just ignored it and threw me down.
he shouted '' your going to do it anyway!''

at that point i was really scared, i pushed him
off me, but then he punched me in the face.
i was a little unconscious but could still move.

i noticed what he was doing,
stripping me down and
all i could smell was Samuel Adams.

i shouted ''No!'', but
he acted like he didn't hear,
he was raping me so violently
and angry, i shouted ''stop
i am your wife!''

after an hour he gave it a rest,
he went to the bathroom
leaving me bruised
and suicidal.

i got up, ran to the phone, but
then line was already disconnected.
it felt like he was planning this night.

when he saw what i was doing
he changed instantly and became the hulk,
destroying everything in sight.

i cried to him asking if i could leave
and just walk out the door, he stared in shock.

then he finally said '' sure ''
when i got up and turned my back he
slammed me with an iron base ball bat.

when i woke up i barely could
remember a thing,
only that God
was in front of me.

thats when i knew that my husband
has done the most horrible thing,
he killed me and left me for shame.
this man of mine i called love, killed me
from an angry heart.

when i meet him he made me smile
and paid attention to my high dreams,
and now i have no one.

when God showed me myself
all i seen was my body lift there for dust.
i told God thank you for answering my prayer,
i am glad i died from this life of hell.