Fear Of Good-bye

I never once had a guy like you, that cares for me enough
to cry
You do not care who see’s or what other people say
You just let it all out, and pray that the pain will go away
I want you to know it means a lot to me, that you
would cry with me instead of just letting me be
So I want you to know that I will be here for you
No matter what time or how far, my shoulder is open if
you need to cry
I have learned a lot since the first day I met you
Mostly good things but a little bad
And I pray to god every night to let me stay on
Earth with you
But if it is my time to go, I will say my good-byes
and I will watch over you morning till night
But I am here to tell you, if I do leave
that I am very sorry
Because I know I made a promise and I will try my
best not to break it
But all this stuff is adding onto the pressure I already had
So I am not sure I can hold on much longer, the
pain is just to bad
It is hard to keep your hopes alive, when you have the
fear of dying.
I am not meaning for this to make you sad or mad
but I had to tall you somehow, and this is the best way I know how!