Pool of Darkness

I feel this pool of darkness,
drowning over me,
it's like a game of survival,
or trying to find your Chi,
some say I'm psychotic,
others say I'm insane,
one thinks suicidal,
the others racking his brain,
this pool of darkness is taking over,
watching my every move,
somehow this darkness,
sticks to me like super glue,
people think I'm different,
is that really true,
there's not much opposition,
between me and you,
this pool of darkness follows me,
no matter what I do,
I try to make it leave,
but it's controlling me,
darkness containing all my hates and fears,
pushing away all I hold dear.