You Will Not Stay

I feel as if I'm alone
With no one here to care
I have no one to turn to
When I feel life isn't going fair

I've always resorted to cutting
When I really felt down
It made me feel better
Pick myself up off the ground

Then they took it away from me
And made me feel so sad
The only thing that kept me alive
They took away, told me I was bad

Then I started writing poetry
As another way of escape
I have to keep it a secret
They can't know there's more they can take

Then I found you here
A little geeky, a little cute
I really fell in love
I thought that it was true

Then you found out my secret
My cutting never stopped
You hated me for it
So, my heart, you dropped

Now I have been threatened
No more use of the blade
I wonder if the memories
Or the scars will fade

But I can no longer get close
I'll only get taken away
So stop trying to get back to me
I know you will not stay