The Way I Am, The Way You Want Me To Be

I apologize for being
The person that I am
I don't think you realize
I'm just not good enough
I hope you'll leave me be
The kind of girl I want to
Because my heart hurts deep
Whenever you yell 'Try Harder'
It rings over and over
While I try to forget it happened
But inside your voice lingers
And it hurts me to know
You truly don't care at all
I wait for you to turn away
So I have time to grab
The shot gun you once put to my head
So I can finally finish the job
I can tell you've wanted to
By the way you look at me
I'm just not the perfect princess
You were always hoping for
But don't worry, I'll end your troubles
I'll be living for not much longer..