Memories

You glance at old photos and memories that lie around
everything looked so happy and real
you think of your life now...and everythings not
not happy, not okay, not how it was

people smiling, laughing, and enjoying life
you wish you could go back, go back in time and relive everything once more
to really really appreciate what you had
what you never thought could leave you

you find one special photo that puts you to tears
you start to sob and feel pain in your heart
you try to stop but just can't, you have to let everything out
you cry and cry till theres no more tears left inside

you fall, fall to the ground and just stare at the ceiling
you try to scream but nothing comes out
you bury your face in your hands and just close your eyes
you fall deeper and deeper till you just blackout...