My Depressed Life :[

Sometimes wish that I could die.
Fall upon my knees.
Find a place to hide
With all my memories

I can feel my heart inside
Calling for some help
All it does is cry
And try to kill itself

People commit suicide
Cutting, jumping, drowning.
Because everyone inside
Is hurt because of something

Losing Love is a painful thing
I try not to worry.
But every time it stings
Until you say your sorry.

I have problems with my dad
Whenever he gets mad.
I get threatened and smashed
It makes me really sad.

I have troubles trying to learn
Everyones concerned.
But everywhere i turn
I can fell myself burn.

I find it hard to sleep
I cant even eat.
Its like a knife is in me deep
And it wont let me breathe.

My life's beginning to shudder
Its crumbling to dust.
As I'm getting closer
To losing her trust.

I'm really depressed
Ive failed all my test's.
I wear the LaSalle crest
My life is in a mess.

Sometimes i wonder
Why life is so hard.
Why do I even bother?
I'm just a stupid retard.

I'm really tired right now
Its 3 in the morning.
I don't want to sleep
Because my nightmares will haunt me.

I know what your thinking
That this is really sad.
I'm just letting out my feelings
And trying to be glad.

I'm getting help right now
It helps me lower the knife.
This is my final line
And that is My Life.