Who hurt u so much?

Do u hate me now?
i finally pushed u far enough
Do u hate me now?
i finally gave up on all this stuff

u think all those words u said
would get to my heart?
o gurl ur wrong
ive passed those words from the start

its not the first time u tried that
u always had mean things to say
towards me and everyone
but i only pushed them away

i saw pass all that
but it never meant shit to u
so now u fighting back
to me is nothing new

ive watched u hurt people
who just wanted to get to kno u
u said wit me it was different
but i knew that wasnt true

so i held on with my mind
but my heart just walked away
i should have just walked away fully
but thought id give u a chance to change ur ways

i dont know wats wrong
if ur scared or just upset and not want us to win
who hurt u so much
that u wont let anyone in?

well im done here
and clearly so are u
just giving u my side
and a chance to give yours too...