Breaking souls

I really hate living this way
I really hate the arguing
I really hate all this life in which we live

I really hate knowing tomorrow we might fight again
I really hate that we cannot just get along
Like all mothers and daughters do

I mean yes I might not have came from you
But you are the closest thing i have to a mother
Don't you think you should be setting a little better
Example for my sister and I?

I want to be able
Able to tell you how i feel
I want to be able to know that you'll listen to me
I want to be able to say those little words
But i am to afraid of you walking out on us again

My dads heart broke
My mind went crazy
I missed all those little giggles we had together!

I hate waking up realizing that today is not the same
I hate waking up thinking she loves her daughters more than my sister and myself!

I just hate it
I hate the feeling of being eaten alive!

I don't want to hold onto someone
We can never have!

I love you Kate
More than words ca say
But after i tell you this
Don't just walk away
Just like the other one did!