My own life thoughts

Its "nuthin" is my life story
iv see so much accomplish
when is it my turn i asked
when is it time for change
i say to myself change is only inside
and cant be brought out without any effort
change is expected
but in time ill see it
in time my life will change
for the better of myself&&family
i will change
life is hard
liefs a game to be WON
but when you fight hard and deal with it
it can be accomplish in the end
live above the influence
and make your own choices
be yourself and nobody else
but it gets harder and harder
in my situation life is a gift
a gift that doesn't give back
making it is my goal
fulfill my dreams and live life but dont fall of its track