Standing at the top
Looking around at this world
Closing my eyes and stepping forward
Jumping off the ledge
I fall and take a dive for you
Landing on my knees
Praying for a change, to give myself the respect I deserve
I fall for you over and over again
When will this love I feel
Go and die away
Heart braking, soul shredded apart
Bleeding from the inside out
Screaming from the pain, endured all the time wasted on you
Beating myself up
Looking at the mirror and slamming my fist against the glass
Cutting my hand open and crying once again
I take a dive for you
Again and again
The day I stand at the ledge and not jump
Is the day I grow up
And realize you never were good enough for me anyway
Praying for this day and the hope it brings
I will do whatever it takes
To finally be over you
And not jump off the ledge ever again
