Laying Awake

I cry myself to sleep
While I lay there and weep
I think, think about me
I wonder why I can’t just be
Like the others, be the same

I always blame myself
All these emotions inside
I feel like I am not alive

I just want to dive
Into the deep blue
Where everything is true

I lay awake
Tired of all the fake
There is only so much I can take

I don’t like me
I just want to be
The same-
So I cannot be blamed
For all that’s framed