Something about you

I never knew the reason why you were so different to the rest
Something about you caught my eye
Your the only one i've ever truly loved and cared for
But yet the only one who has put me through so much pain

Sometimes i sit here and wonder was it me or you?
Did i do something so wrong in my life, that you were there to pay me back?
Why couldn't you love me the way i loved you?
So many questions and never any time for you to answer them

I try to move on so many times
Hoping there will be another love better than you
Those times i have sat there and cried every last drop that i could
Yet no one can wipe those tears away
Only the one that caused them

I never knew what an effect someone could have on me
Until you came along
If i could go back in time to the moment we met
I can re assure you, you would not be in my life now

They say life is a challenge to see whether you are strong enough
I wish i could just give up sometimes
I would love to see how you are when you no im gone
Any different?

I hate that i feel so lonely when im in a room full of people
All thats on my mind is you

I thought to my self
You were the first person i fell in love with
But really i think your the first person just to break my heart