What did i do, what triggers abuse??

What did i do
did i somehow trigger you

please tell me what did i do

i was just a child
and i didnt mean to

you know at night
i feel so dirty
so used
i feel ashamed
for what others say i didnt do

i just need to know
for this question is killing me
making me bleed
just answer me this

what did i do
to deserve this!?