I'm breaking my own heart

All i have done is break my own heart
I'm grieving over something i can easily change.
but for some reason i can't make myself do it.

all i ever do is talk about him,
but i can never talk to him,
but i need all of that to change.

but i just cant.
everyone tells me to,
they tell me what to say,
but that is something i can't do.

I'm breaking my own heart
every single day,
i just can't on keep living
my life this same old way.