Falling

I'm sick and tired of trying to hold on
I think I might let go
I'm sick and tired of trying to move on
I'm sick and tired of trying to live on
So why don't I let go?
Nobody will stop me
Nobody will miss me
So why don't I let go?
Why don't I just jump
Or stab away the pain?
Why can't I find the guts
To make this go away?
Is he the reason I'm still here?
Or is it someone else?
Maybe if I drink away
All of my heartbreaks
Or maybe I'll just bleed it out;
Out of my soul and mind
Why can't I give up?
Why can't I just die?
Is there a reason I'm still here?
A reason I'm alive?
I haven't found anyone that
Loves me like he did
But maybe there is someone waiting
To catch me when I fall.