Not me

I wonder what you did to me
i wonder what you thought of me
i don't know why i let you believe
i thought that maybe you could just see

that i was only trying to be
someone who's not just me
i was only trying to be
someone who you would see

because to you i was invisible
something you couldn't see
then i stepped into the light
and you seen who i could be

But nothing ever felt so real
and nothing ever felt so right
but when you were holding me in your arms
and it was all an unclear light

i never wanted to lie to you
i never wanted to pretend
I just wanted to show you who i am
but i guess it wasn't the real me