Speaking to myself

I am too honest to lie
but I am too sad to tell the truth

Will God punish me for lying
or fact I would be hurting you

Silence is screaming
speaking too much aloud
But nobody can hear expect God
because the time has stopped

Can they find me
and take me away?

Will I be judged in trial
or be forgiven today?

Should I cry
fall on my knees on the floor

Should I regret
that I don't hear your voice anymore?

My poor innocent conscience
I am so sorry for what I did...