A day of my life

Every day of my life I immerse my self into a disguise to hide my true self from this unrelenting world.
I feel nothing but shame, misery, and sorrow this so called life is just an endless cycle of torment.
Only the thought of soaring through the skies and flying in the clouds allow my wings to unfurl.
The spread out and absorb the suns rays as I go higher and higher to the stairs of heaven where I must make my accent.
I know now what to do.
Im must follow my destiny.
I must fall back down to earth.
It was not my time.
I must live.
So I can Die.