Wipe your shoes

Stupid, stupid, stupid
is exactly how i feel.
we got into a huge fight
because you made it a big deal.

I'm so sick of this and
i wasn't going to forgive you
it wasn't until you said
"but look what we've been through?"

I'm so sick of your $h!t,
and your "useless & hopeless" complaints
you make me want to throw up,
and even possibly faint.

i can't stand it anymore,
because I've dealt with it too long.
I've given up on being mad at you,
and it's shown that I'm not strong.

i gave in too easily
and let you win the fight.
i feel so stupid & dumb,
like I've been lost in the night.

i know what will happen
and i hate being nice to you.
Because i know in the end,
that I'm the carpet where you wipe your shoes.