Falling away

I've watched the world falling away,
The fluorescent colors fading to gray,
Ambient melodies losing their way,
And the eradication of another day,

My father said something wrong,
My mother was never very strong,
My sister was slowly losing her mind,
And I was locked in my room, confined,

Distant voices vibrated my door,
I just couldn't handle it anymore,
I wished they would just disappear,
Although the wish was never sincere,

Then, miraculously, I've ended up alone,
In the empty oblivion I've always known,
Listening to the echoes of destruction,
Tempting my insanity with their seduction,

Three gunshots broke my concentration,
Then my heart suffered a penetration,
As I watched their faces fade to gray,
Causing my whole world to fall away...