These are the things

Thinking of him makes me smile, all the time

and thats where the hatred comes from.

Remembering how i felt,just seeing his name on the callerID.

Thats what causes the pain.

Re-reading the e-mails, always makes me sad.

Thats where the tears come in.

Wondering if he misses me.

Thats what causes the doubt.

Smiling when another guy flirts with me, n feeling a slight pull away.

Wondering if i'll ever hear from him again.

Listening to sad songs.

Saying his name silently when the phone rings.

These are the things that control my life.