Why do this to me

Every time my mind slips away from reality i forget the pain.
Then sunddly as it whet it comes back.
I sit in my dwelling of horror.
You took the joy away.
You killed my trust.
You once had my heart in your hands and you suffocated it.
Were am i suppose to go.
There is no way I'm going to get away from you.
your like a murder casing his pray.
This nightmare it's killing me.
I see the light fading from my own very life.
I wish to now go into my fantasy but seems i can't.
Reality is to cruel for the likes of me.
Is this pain you caused me the main thing you wanted.
Your lies i believed.
Those endless lies.
Why Tell someone You Love them if you really don't.
what little pice of heaven i had you ripped it away.
so now i sit in my dwell of endless suffering.