There is so much going on in my head
it leaves my heart in shreds
sometimes i swear my soul is dead
from all these frayed threads
all this confusion
with no conclusion
i wish it was an illusion
instead i get all these intrusions
i think i need a heart transfusion
all i seem to do is think
to the point where my brain's on the brink
i'm afraid to blink
in fear that i might sink
but oh my god i have already
i need to go steady
all this pain and fear attached to me
i cannot see
you don't have to agree
but i can guarantee
by the end of the night
this battle will ignite
i swear that it has spite
that is so damn bright
and if you don't think i'm right
just wait till tonight
and it just might
give you a sight
with it's emotion
with no conception
of it's potion
see i told you
you have no clue
what i am going through
and if i can numb this pain just for a night
i know i'll be alright
