My feelings!

When I stand in the field,
My worries go away,
Why don't I fit in lord,
Catch my heart Lord,

When I stand in the field,
My worries go away,
Why can't I fly lord,
Catch my heart lord,

When I stand on the mountain,
My heart is free,
Why can't I see the ocean,
Catch my heart lord,

When I die lord,
Will you love me,
Why don't I belong lord,
Catch my heart lord,

My heart is failing,
Why can't I be free,
My heart hates me,
Catch me lord,
They all hate me

I am being punished for you lord,
Why can't they see,
My heart can't take any more,
Catch my heart lord
Please take me home,

My heart is dieing,
I have Lupus lord
Catch my heart lord,
All alone on this road,
They all hate me,

My heart is failing,
Why am I crucifying myself,
Catch me in your arms,
Father I will be home soon