I can do it

When things in my life that have change it kills me deep inside thinking why they did was
b.c ii messed up....ii messed up everything....but it anit stoping me from anything i still got
the chanes to fix it all...ii was thinking bout everything why did i do it....ii was thinkin i lost
a good friend b.c he found out i was smoking weed..now he dont even talk to me anymore..but im stoping it all
im gonna fix my life. im gonna get a job....but i lost my best friend b.c i messed up!!
her dad already hated me now he wont let her see me b.c of what we did.....we messed up i cant
lose her im not gona let him do this im gona find a way to get to see her ill stop everything
just to see her b.c her are friendship means more to me then anything in this
wrold.......if i had to pick her or my boyfriend i would pick her...b.c friends last longer then boyys do....
i live my life wrong everyday even knowing i live it wrong everyday ii
all ways got a never day to fix the day i live wrong....no one stoping me....i make miskest but i can fix them
there people out there who lok at me n see that i have mess up n dont think i can chane watch me im going to
i can do anytihng i want n im gona fix everything n do everything right..but i dont think it would change my
best friend dad mind for leting me n her be friends......i..i..dont know what to do but ill find a way........
i know i will evening if it takes me for ever i will find a way no matter what!!!