Love you

Every night i go to bed thinking
everythings ok.
but the tears are rolling down my
cheeks because of all the pain.

the scars are starting to show.
but i still manage to smile.
everyone asks whats wrong?
but i sit in denial.

i wish my life was as easy
as you think. no my lifes not easy
when people think your a fake.

i know who i am or at least
i think i do.
im not afraid to show my heart,
and tell you i love you.