Falling for you
Crawling to you
You are a beacon, my sanctuary
But you don't seem to want me in your light
So I take flight
Far away
Gone from today
In this dark place I don't want to stay
I wanted to learn
Keep deadly thoughts at bay
Know that one day
Come what may
I will always yearn
From now until then
To be okay
I want to get away
From the tugging force
Locked in remorse
Calling out
Unheard, unloved
Feeling this hell
Bleeding to cope
Because I've lost hope
Never feeling good enough
Always critical of me
Now its tough
To keep me alive
Living in the moment
For that I did strive
Unraveling sanity
I want to break free
Drifting in dreams
Tearing at the seams
Life is artificial and false
Dragging me under, breaking my pulse
How can someone be killed by life?
My only escape
Is through a knife
Killing me softly
Drowning in a crimson lake
Gone and never coming back
A blue heart
Waiting to break
Lifted from sorrow
Never seeing tomorrow
Wondering why
God put me here
Just to die
Make me fly
Take me away
Find myself
From being lead astray
One day
Fading into the grey
A blade is my salvation
Taking me from
My deep isolation
A pointless creation
Bringing me farther
Taking me under
Let me be free
Now I breathe in the thunder
