I still see your movments when your gone

I can see you on the new coach
when I'm watching TV
i can see you in the living room
when your screaming at me

what are these things
that are killing me?
what are these memories
that make me see

that man i miss
that man that planted my forehead with a kiss
that man who makes so very sad
that man who i should call my dad

i don't see him on the weekends
when I'm out of school
the day when my heart ends
was after April fools

they laughed at my face
as they watched my tears fall
was i someone they loved to hate
and was seeing me cry, did they have it all

i can still see your movements when your gone
when I'm by the ocean the waves sing a sad song
when I'm dreaming of good times with you, you can see it in my eye's
you can see in my blue eye's , passed the tears,and lies

and it's not fair
that no one cares
yet my heart is dying
and my eye's are crying

yet no one seems to notice
when they look into my passed
and no one pays attention
to the frowns behind my mask