A Story

A Story

late at night when you hear the snores
instead you heard the clickity-clack of the keyboards
you were there and i was here
far apart, yet very near
took a second to recieve your word
less than a minute so many things occurred

more days past and we were mere friends
more and more and it seemed like no end
promised shared and secrets told
we were letting this bond truly unfold

soon enough, my feelings grew
my fleeings changed i hoped that your's was too
days were wonderful, nights were lovely
my life was not lonely, i was being cozy

then came a suprise that i didn't foresee
time changed and you were being happy even without me
she made you laugh, she made you see
that in this world, it wasn't me that you need
our path had changed and our sights weren't the same
you and i had a sudden change of game

waiting became long, so cold, and blue
way past my bed time, just a little pass two
hope was still high, i couldn't lie
but i wanted to wait, at least just to say bye

time seemed to slow and things fell apart
silence was crawling and space was about to start
wanting and wishing, but it never came true
hoping and looking for that day that it could be you

wanting and wishing never seemed to work
maybe it was time for me to stop my lurk
maybe it's time to give up and try to move on
i need to see that he was truly gone

wishing everyday that his happiness is truly a bliss
hoping that he can feel that it's him i truly miss
also hoping that his health is still good
wanting him to be healthing, like he always should

from time to time memories come and go
i seem to laugh and tend to cry but i know this happend long ago
not letting go, yet not trying to forget
hoping i won't ignore, at least not yet

tonight i write a poem about a guy
someone i've met who has really wet my eyes
he's my friend that i have met
late one night while on the internet

this story truely has no end
about meeting a person who became more than a friend
it continues today, even he doesn't know
about the feelings i've hidden inside, long ago

but in all my years, i have never met
someone like him, oh i'll never forget
someone as kind and no one sweeter
than this young man named nguyen peter

<3 =)

ps.
wishing you happiness everyday
and also, i like to pray
that one day you and i
can give this whole friendship another try
i wish really hard for your safety and your joy
at times like this you must cherish and enjoy
don't worry about me, i'll try to heal
i'm super nancy, i'm hard as steel =D
i'd just like to thank, for what you've done
it's okay if i didn't get anything and nothing was won
my greatest joy is to see you in bliss
she's got the greatest thing in the world, who wouldn't want this?
one last thing, before i end
you, peter, my special dear friend
please do smile and show her the world
show her how big it is and teach her how to twirl
hold her close and show her she's not alone
show her a love, that you've never before shown
peter, my dear friend you
i cherish you most, oh i truly do
she holds you close and so do i
both of us, truly love this special guy
both of you, please take care
just so you know, i'll always be there...

=) <3
smile always =)