Could I be in love

I noticed my heart racing when she passes by
No reason for my heart to feel this, so why?
What is it about her that makes my heart leap?
Is it lust? Is it love? Or is it something deep?

Is it that I know she has suffered in this life?
Is it pity? Is it love? Is she my future wife?
Where is this confusion coming from, and why?
Falling in love was painful, I do not like to cry.

Hopefully, it's just a phase I shall soon forget.
Mind over heart. Avoid signs of future regret.
Head to the ground, think, anything, but not her.
The more I try, the more emotions seem to stir.