I just I dunno, my eyes are to tired to cry, I'm to good to lie, I'm to stubborn to die & yet I can't help but ask why?
Why when I have everything do I still feel empty inside?Maybe I just need to wait, or just drop it and try to clear the slate.
Why do my eyes always wander off along with my mind and suddenly become sad? Thinking and wishing for what I never had.
I guess I'm use to it and I'll let it beat me down. I'll smile when you want me to, cause even I don't like wearing a frown.
Somewhere in my head I cant take much more, I just feel like closing, slamming, and knocking the hinges off the door.
It makes me cry knowing that you don't need me, and that when I tell you that I'm leaving you aren't bothered at all.
Don't get me wrong; I'm happy for you, I'm glad that you can survive alone and free,
but I guess this is just me and I cant help but feeling as Blue as The Sea.
