No Where To Go.

Here I am, losing control.
Its draining the love from my soul.
It hurts, it hurts so very bad,
My heart, my heart is oh so sad.
Cry, as I wish tears could fall.
But it just doesn't help at all.

I feel so sick, so ill.
My own self, I wish to kill.
But this pain is taking my life away.
And these scars that tend to stay.
Blood is in my mind.
Oh is it one of a kind?

My head hurts too much.
Not even a touch.
No where to go.
Just sit here & feel ever so low.
Die trying.
more like die crying.

Torture my life a little more.
Make my heart forever sore.
Could you make it any worse?
Its just like one big curse.

Let me out of here please.
& let my heart be at ease.