Memories full of pain

Sitting alone at the window pane
fighting with memories full of pain
wiping my tears again and again
wondering what have i lost,what did i gain.

darkness all over,here sun don't shine
after you left nothing seems to be fine
what happened to you what was the reason
you broke the promise that you will always be mine.

eyes full of tears,heart full of fear
you are in my heart,i still you my dear
although you went so much far,leaving me behind
but to my heart you will always be near.

i don't wanna imagine myself being with you
sorry i never liked,i never loved you
now thats all i can say to lessen the pain
why am i lying to myself when i know it's not true.