Tears still exist

Ima cry my mama tears
I try to calm my mama fears
Papa naw papa gone
Everyday my papa on

Mama why? Papa lie!
Killing me so slow inside
No! Killing him so slow inside
Injection of the suicide

Who am I? Trough his eyes
Just a boy thats two in cries
I try to find a truth in lies
But the truth is
The truth had died and spawned a lie

What are the odds?
How you fail more times than you tried
I just raise my hand to man in the sky
My dad so sad, a man from the god
I was made a man from this guy
So thanks to my god

Tears dont fall
But inside still cries
Never here but still I miss
Penniless still exist
But your life is a fortune
I just hope to see you in the next family portrait.