Cant stand it...

Its been a month since Ive felt your hands on my skin
with every passing day it gets easier to hide my depression from people..but its harder for me not to cry.
everyone thinks that I'm over you but the sad truth is;
i don't go a day with out thinking of you.
i cant sleep without having nightmares about that horrible night.
whenever i have to fake a smile its because I'm thinking of you.
i know that you think I'm over you and have moved on just because i have a new boyfriend...but its not true.
i think about you so much more then i do him. i cant ever stop thinking of you....
it makes me hurt everyday,
i cry almost every night and day.
whenever i see you...i feel like i want to fade away.
Ive been wanting to end this pain but I'm not sure how
i cant stand this anymore
i just cant
its been a month and the pain just gets worse...no matter what happens i will always love you......