Sincere

Im sorry dad for hurting you even though you do not know,
i'm sorry for the words that seem to always flow.

Im sorry dad for destroying myself just so you could see,
Im sorry that i'm not the daughter you always dreamed i would be.

Im sorry dad for the attention and smiles i crave from you,
Im sorry that i wish so much for a dad completely new.

Im sorry dad for showing tears whenever you would yell,
Im sorry that i'm not something you can foolishly sell.

Im sorry dad for needing you when i was close to bones ,
Im sorry that i took your words as you hitting me with stones.

Im sorry dad for loving you like any daughter should,
im sorry for always wondering if you ever could.