Pain becomes less as time goes on

At first everytime i 'd see ur tiny body my heart would cri in fear,that ur end was very near

it would kill me just alot everytime i thought about it...
pain becomes less as time goes on

It would take a chunk of my heart and make it cri...
until my whole heart was criing...
then it turned to my eyes...made them sad and envious

I tried to help you all i could...
U told me you were getting big...
I beileved you...
but the scale proved my wrong...
for that I cried...
thoughts of Sam came flooding back...

I was told by you that very day that you would never lie to me,or hurt me...
but still you did both,,,at the same time...

I didn't know what to do,
I saw it coming...
but you kept saying u won't lie &hurt me...
and I let myself trust you again...
now i don't know what to do.... because I still love you