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Dear diary,

Today I started school
The same as the first semester
It was the worst day yet
Kids throwing thing
Putting gum in the back of my hair
My dad tells me it'll get better
But I dont think it can...

My head is about to explode
I hate everyone
The trouble with the school
Is you can pick fights
But you cant go through with them
I will make sure that this girl will be
Best of friends with the pavement!

My head spins
My throat throbs
My face stings
As tears fills my eyes

I just want to die
They call me fat
They call me ugly
They hardly even know me

I hate that I am going to live this out
I just want to give up
Pass out
Or run away and never come back!
I think that on my way home
And I stop on the bridge
I will just slip into there
Not come up for air
Just turn purple
And die

Or take pills
And hope no one finds me!