My Life Right Now

It's so hard going on now
Sometimes I feel like I don't even know how

How I'm going on without you
How I'm surviving without the truth

Nothing is okay anymore, but I'm fine
I wake up every morning pretending
I'm okay and smiling
I feel nothing but my heart breaking and soul emptying

I can see how I'm not the only one like this, but I can't talk about it to anyone
I just have to be strong and survive

Not letting anything bring me down
'cause I know then I'll turn into a clown

A clown infront of everyone
So I'm keeping it all inside
Going on pretending everything's fine.