I Wanted To Tell You, But..

I wanted to tell you how much i miss you,
that i really need you here.
But somehow when i heard your voice,
all these sweet words seemed to disappear.

I wanted to tell you how much i love you,
that forever and always,for you i will wait.
But somehow when you started talking,
all that love turned into hate.

I wanted to tell you how much i want you,
that for your love,i would give my all.
But somehow secretly in my mind,
i was yearning to watch you fall.

I wanted to tell you how much i suffered,
when you were so far away.
But somehow i didn't need you to comfort me,
just wanted you to stay away.

I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me,
i wanted to let you know.
But somehow,someway,your return,
helped me to let you go.