Its happening again.
teary eyes. sad face.
always feeling unwanted.
nothings new. nothings change.
hoping it will just past away. but for a
moment. i realize I can't escape.
I'm holding to something can be unseen.
tried to runaway. but hell kept on following.
i hate myself. i hate everybody!
no one loves me. nobody cares about me.
they'll come and go, and won't stay.
they don't want me. they don't need me.
I'm just a trash for them. something
unimportant. a trying hard bit**,
and then again, teary eyes, sad face.
nothing left of me.
but the unwanted i felt.
as always it will be...
