Looking through the glass you see yourself.
The mind twists and turns.
Trying, to learn life's lessons.
All you do is get stuck.
You get stuck to the point where you cannot think, hear, or speak.
The tears fall down your face wanting hope.
The self satisfaction you once had is growing numb.
The snapshot of your life seems to be fading.
The thoughts you have; make you hurt in and out.
That person you once knew in the past is dead to your future.
And when it keeps going downhill; you fall deep to depression.
The people you love and think that love you say i am a disappointment.
They say you wont survive, rather they are being punished.
Knowing that they are being punished because of my mistakes; hurts.
The endless thought of wanting to bleed makes me feel complete.
Even though I try to show that I am that little girl they once knew.
I'm not that person; they see me as a person they have to deal with.
