The real one

I cant tell you what I feel you have never seen me cry
So you act surprised when I cry out I really wanna die!
You don't see what goes on inside you only see one side of me
You never really met the real me that one that feels dejection
That one that's afraid to be alone the one that feels rejection
I wish that you would pay attention , please look at me don't turn the other way
Then maybe you would see my suffering at the end of the day
When I am all alone , just by my self in the somber four walls of my mind
I cry because you left I cry because I feel alone I feel like you don't care
And if you do please let me know , you might just save my life.