As If

It feels as if i want to die, as if all I'm doing is a waste of my time.

I want to go up to a better place, as if my whole life would be erased.

LOVE>LIVE>LIFE is all they say, as if they know what I'm going through feeling the same pain.

They see tears run down my face and then pat my back, as if everything will be OK.

It feels like I'm dieing inside, as if i got stabbed with knife

When is my time coming to leave this life, as if god will really come down and lead me to the light.