Passionless anger, the fire inside
Beat at walls, inside my head
Scared of myself, but I cannot hide
As in my mind, they all lay dead
I feel the rage, expressionless face
Torn between fear, and the ecstasy of this rage
I silently walk out of this place
As I scream and rip another page
Scared that I might go through with my dreams
I beat the bricks, until my knuckles bleed red
Mix my happiness, with my fearing screams
Don't know whether me or you will end up dead
Cannot stop the anger that beats within
Scaring myself, yet the rage is my bliss
Knowing what I might have been
If I had let myself go through with this
Blast the music in my ears
Calm my anger, cleanse my rage
Mix my screaming, with falling tears
As I tape another page.
Flip the book back, torn, repaired
Wonder whether a page will end up missing
The thought, keeps me endlessly scared
As I lie here reminiscing
Fight the demon held within
While I beg to embrace this bliss
I've seen what happened, what has been
When he let himself go through for this
I see my reflection, in his anger filled eyes
Yet in my soul, I carry it's foe
I pity and fear him, pray that part of me dies
As my demon struggles to grow
