If i could take back the words..
and make them fly away like birds..
my life is a curse everything goes wrong.
and as i wait i suffered for so long.
that one thing just made me give up.
i see my life like a cup.
its full of all this pain
now i got nothing to gain.
i don't want this life i shed to much tears
this and that all from my fears.
if i had a wish I'd wish to vanish.
because in this world i feel banished.
i wouldn't have to annoy you anymore.
there would be nothing left for you to bore.
the words i wish to say are forgotten.
because my life is so rotten.
i don't think i have a reason to live anymore.
because in life there nothing to explore.
so if its not to hard just end me,
there would be nothing for me to see.
every time i feel this way it just ends up aching
and i start to slowly feel myself breaking.
everyone breaks me in two.
everyone but you.
you destroyed me in to millions of pieces.
which makes all my feeling releases.
i don't enjoy this life.
just cut me with a knife.
i don't understand why i feel this way.
my mind is pretty dim and Grey..
i don't know who i am.
I'm like a broken gem.
but why does it matter anymore?
I've been driven to my broken core.
there isn't any heart in life for me.
because really my heart is full of darkness.
because there no one who can set me free.
i don't want to live a life like this i don't want to feel this way.
but its the only thing that i have right now.. i feel so betrayed.
i don't wish to discuss this with anyone anymore.
last time i did i just got hurt like the time before.
i think the only one that sees me are my parents.
other then that I'm pretty transparent..
