The smell of smernoff on his breath
As he tels me i deserve these beatings
His hand raises sa his two little sisters start to cry
He screames at them to shut up
But i say to him that they dont know what is giong on
"He got really mad "
He chases me around his house yeling at me what did you say to me
With his hand ready to hit me
I could tell by the lok in his eyes when he got mad
That if i run out of energy
And i stop running that he is goiing
To hit me as much and as hard as he possibly can
He always did
So it wouldnt be any different
Then the other times that i got him mad
For some unknown reason
But this time was different
This time i might bet beaten
So hard that i might die
So i kept running
But then he stopes
He started Going after his baby Madison
Because the started crying
I see his hand up in the air
I know what he is going to do
STOP!!! I yell
What has she ever dont to you
To hurt you or harm you in any way
But then he got ever madder then before
He took all of his frustrations out on the closest person to him "me"
That day i got it really bad
But I was alright as long as he didnt hurt
Those two inniscent baby girls
That i loved as if they were my own sisters
I dont know why i stayed at his house after that whole thing
I guess i just didnt want my mom and dad to see me hurt or bleeding
Later on that day casey got really drunk
And he cut me with a smernoff bottle
And enen though i hit him sometimes
I was always the one who got a brutal beating
What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger
and in that relationship no one ever protected me
Except for my best friend Trevor
After everyday Casey would tell Trevor
That Casey hit me and Casey would laugh hestaracly about it
So one day Trevor got his payback for the both of us
thankyou for protecting me trevor
