Walking down this trail
ungrateful thoughts creep upon me.
A breeze blows at them; corruption unveils
The fight flows through me massively.
Wars fiercely grow; things go crazy.
I look to see what's become of this place.
Trees sway angrily; all is hazy.
The living chases each other like a race.
Chaos comes near.
I run as the thoughts attack me.
Screams move past only I seem to hear
I cover my ears stumble to the ground
Longing for comfort; tension grows around
I feel like exploding
Everything stops; motionless to me
A hand touches mine; all discomfort relieves
I stand to see my guardian by my side
The only one that could save me
From the pain my thoughts unhidden
I wished our walk would never end
But his time went by too fast.
The warmth inside me wouldn't last
I broke down crying knowing he the victim of a kill
Months have passed now; pain sweeps through me still
I pray for warmth to come back
To mend the unbroken heart that I lack
So many mistakes made to soothe only me
I've been so cold for so long; my thoughts are black
Not sure there's warmth left to come from luxury
Torn by the pains from my past
Unable to mend back relief for it won't last
What's left of me is the unspoken truth that lies on this sad, bitterness trail
It now seems every second of my life; I'm walking another muddled tale
Hoping for the goodness, my guardian as told
To come upon me and never let loose his hold
